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[22 Apr 2007|09:46pm]
[ mood | melancholy baby ]

Today was a beautiful day.

I miss winter.

1 turned around, stuck it out...| even white boys got to shout!

[25 Dec 2005|02:48am]
[ mood | christmas ]

Merry Christmas, movie house! Merry Christmas, Emporium! Merry Christmas, you wonderful old Building and Loan!

Zuzu's petals!



George Bailey, I'll love you till the day I die.

2 turned around, stuck it out...| even white boys got to shout!

thanks to katie [17 Dec 2005|12:21pm]
[ mood | half done with teh finals! ]

me me me )

even white boys got to shout!

[16 Dec 2005|12:11am]
[ mood | confused ]

there was a reason i left...right?

even white boys got to shout!

[26 Oct 2005|12:40am]
[ mood | jon lovitz ]

So the Zephyr still won't tell the parents about me, because I'm a shiksa. And it's been bothering me lately. (especially when I get emo drunk and cry about it on the subway)
Well that's fine, good luck finding a Jewish girl who can move and shake...like...THIS!!

3 turned around, stuck it out...| even white boys got to shout!

the ham [01 Oct 2005|01:26pm]
[ mood | content ]
[ music | fresh prince...now sabrina ]

ohh man...the ham is such a saucy place of wonder. i had a wonderful visit- saw a great show, ate some quality chicken tenders, got to SEE LENNY!! and i got to meet all of the elusive characters i've heard so much about...and some new ones who try to start Madonna dance parties while making out with girls (not gay at all). fordham is awesome.
life is good :)

1 turned around, stuck it out...| even white boys got to shout!

[22 Sep 2005|05:07pm]
[ mood | pleased ]

I have a new love...

12 turned around, stuck it out...| even white boys got to shout!

it's getting better all the time... [10 Sep 2005|05:00am]
[ mood | content ]

one of the best days i've had all year. :)

even white boys got to shout!

[04 Sep 2005|02:20am]
[ mood | satisfied ]

happy birthday to me...

[31 Aug 2005|10:09pm]
[ mood | lonely ]

well the first days are always the hardest...

2 turned around, stuck it out...| even white boys got to shout!

defense mechanisms get a bad rap... [29 Aug 2005|08:42pm]
[ mood | calm ]
[ music | Boyz II Men - End of the Road ...break it down for me wanya ]

I'm thinking of crossing over to the dark side...and getting a MySpace.
::lowers head in shame::
::looks up to see your disgusted faces::

Ha I'm so dramatic when it comes to MySpace. And everything.

My thought of the day is that no one really knows what happens in a relationship except for the two people in it (and even that is debatable). So people should stop acting like they know the full story when they do not. And the people on the inside should not pay any attention to those people who THINK they know but they have NO IDEA! [...this is the diary of someone who's fed up.]
And this goes for all relationships- not just my last one, not just romantic ones.
on a related note, when it comes to defense mechanisms or any coping devices, i'm starting to think it's better not to point them out or make them change. especially denial. let em have it; it may be saving them from endless unhappiness. and by them, i mean...NOT me...
:)

even white boys got to shout!

[21 Aug 2005|02:00am]
[ mood | satisfied ]
[ music | Dandy Warhols - You Were the Last High ]

Summer could never end and I'd be happy.

2 turned around, stuck it out...| even white boys got to shout!

[15 Aug 2005|04:14am]
[ mood | wonderful ]

Everything is in place right now, at this very moment. :)

even white boys got to shout!

because it's july, and in july you tell the truth... [18 Jul 2005|04:43pm]
[ mood | fine at this moment ]
[ music | Diana Ross and the Supremes ]

To me, you are perfect
And my wasted heart will love you.

1 turned around, stuck it out...| even white boys got to shout!

[22 Jun 2005|08:26pm]
[ mood | nostalgic ]
[ music | Wes Montgomery ]

O Amor Em Paz...

2 turned around, stuck it out...| even white boys got to shout!

iTunes survey [10 Apr 2005|08:14pm]
[ mood | peanut butter ]
[ music | arrested development ]

itunes survey )

2 turned around, stuck it out...| even white boys got to shout!

[10 Apr 2005|01:16am]
[ mood | happy ]
[ music | Kenny Chesney - Anything But Mine ]

ahhh.

1 turned around, stuck it out...| even white boys got to shout!

[01 Mar 2005|04:18pm]
[ mood | sleepy ]
[ music | Blues Traveler - Hook ]

"'I' doesn't exist. If you think about it, 'I' is just a self-image we make up over the time from childhood to adulthood, based on various things we hear. You are a constantly changing, ever evolving creature, that is affected by everything around you, and affects everything around you in turn. Forget about self-image, and about past imaginary decisions and scenarios. Live and love in this moment, for all you are worth: you'll make better, more sincere choices, that reflect the true you, and you're less likely to let life pass by but regret it later."

1 turned around, stuck it out...| even white boys got to shout!

oh REALLY? [14 Nov 2004|04:58pm]
[ mood | hungry ]
[ music | so quiet in the suite..cant wait to move ;) ]



You Are a Liberal Republican



When you tell people that you're Republican, they rarely believe you.

That's because you're socially liberal - likely pro-choice and pro-gay rights.

You're also not so afraid of big goverment, as long as it benefits people and not politicians.

You are the most likely of any Republican type to swing over to the Democrat side sometimes.



2 turned around, stuck it out...| even white boys got to shout!

[31 Oct 2004|05:30pm]
[ mood | calm ]
[ music | zoolander ]

So my parents came for Homecoming weekend and it was really good to see them again. I wasn't gonna go out but we went to Outback and we had a cute waiter from JMU. Since my dad grills every waiter for as much info as possible, we ended up talking about how he liked his apartment. He invited me to a party he was having that night. Then later he mentioned how it would have three kegs and a DJ. I still wasn't planning on going out. Then when he brought the check he gave me a slip of paper with his name and address on it and said "hope to see you there". So I had to go, and my parents thought so too. I went with Glynis and a bunch of girls and we had a good time until the cops came. Sounds like a high school party. I can think of one...
My mom brought me all these clothes, a pound of pasta, pesto, grated cheese, like 10 apples, and a slice of cheesecake from the Cheesecake Factory!
Yesterday our football team beat VMI! Our football team is amazing this year, undefeated in its conference. Normally they suck. Then I had to ditch the parents again to get ready for halloween festivities. I went out with Carla and girls from her dorm: we were Brunette Barbies! It's the first time since 5th grade that EVERYONE gets really into halloween...the bus was crazy fun last night. Maybe one out of 10 people didn't dress up, if that many. It was so fun. My favorite was probably the guy who put on blackface and was Flava Flav.
So South Side High School should end its life for another reason- I'm sure many of you got the letter- "Remember how we registered you to vote in class? Yeah they got lost. You can't vote. But get out and register for the next one!" That explains why my absentee ballot never came. But how sweet is this- my dad wants me to be able to vote in this election, so he's giving me his vote! He was voting for Bush and didn't like the fact that my mom and I were voting for Kerry, but now he's voting for Kerry so I can have a say in the election. He's so awesome.
So only three more weeks till I get to come home finally! Can't believe it's been since August 17. Feels like I've been here since April. Then I go back for two weeks and on Dec 7, i fly home!
CAN
NOT
WAIT
last night )

2 turned around, stuck it out...| even white boys got to shout!

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